Verse. Chorus. Bridge.

aminutetolick @ 2008-05-22T12:45:00

2008-05-22T04:45:24Z

aminutetolick @ 2008-05-15T08:26:00

2008-05-15T00:27:04Z

You are beyond retardation.
And I am beyond retarded to think that it could actually evolve into smth again.
Fuckeroos.

aminutetolick @ 2008-05-11T09:29:00

2008-05-11T01:30:47Z

I still remember every word that you said to me.
How giving up was best. How I came into your friendship.
How I ruined everything and made it like fucking crap.

Yeah, those weren't the exact words but fuck. I remember.
And sometimes. Just sometimes, it makes my blood boil.

Cause I know I tried. You?
You just took every opportunity to run away.
Fuck you very much.

aminutetolick @ 2008-04-22T20:52:00

2008-04-22T12:58:33Z

I still remember today during Math lessons, I was giving suggestions to Sam for her 300words "Time" essay and I said, "Friends. Friends change over time." I never really gotten to understand what it truly meant until today.

Since the day I knew you, I just knew it. You were the kind of friend I was looking for.
When I am down, you'll cheer me up. Vice versa.
Until today, everything.just.crashed.

If you had not know that I have been living my life splendidly, trying to control mainly health, studies, r/s and friends.
I guess, when you put Friends as last, things just screws up and backs out.
...

I am like an anxiety emoticon right now.

Just a simple meeting. You couldn't make it.
All I want is for us to be friends again. Too much to ask?
Maybe. Or maybe I am really delusional.

aminutetolick @ 2008-04-13T21:11:00

2008-04-13T13:15:49Z

My girlfriend has an al naturaél hollywood tan (without even much suntanning).
She doesn't know it but I really adore her beautiful eyes.
I think her mole's cute.

And even though she does quirky stuff and really unglam poses in pictures,
She puckers up, does that old-school goldfish lips and say: "Still want me?"

In my head, in 0 seconds flat. I said "Hell yes."

aminutetolick @ 2008-03-28T01:06:00

2008-03-27T17:14:25Z

Nice.

'Cause that's love you'll see

2008-03-18T12:53:04Z

Date: 18March.
This week is supposingly to be Week 0 for Art and we should have already received our canvas(es) weeks before but, I have no completed my sketches and transformations! What's more, man-whore just ridiculously said that all transformations were to be of 3-4 levels instead of the 1 level requirement he asked all of us to do.

Man-whore! -pissed

Anywhos, it's Tuesday.
Tomorrow, after 2 painfully days at which I quarreled like a bitch with chris on phone, I'M GONNA MEET HER!

This week (in KC) is Book and Music week, and we had some oratorical competition today! And damn, Nicki kicked some mean butt.
I rather have this every week, I hate lessons. I hate pang. I want a different math teacher.

I want to pass my CA1. And pass math for CA2 :D

I must admit I still don't understand,
Why I lose my head holding your hand.
There's no explanation, no simple excuse,
For this intoxication I feel around you.

Chris, I love you big time.
Cause I know you'll be there for me even if each and every of my teeth turns black cause I put monthly dentures and that you'll use the same black fluoride toothpaste specifically designed for my beautiful set of teeth (ew)
I'll prove it to you that I'm more than just mood-swings and bitch phases.

I'll book you a chalet for your every birthday and we'll have those queen-size beds.
I'll go to Thai restaurants and make a fool of myself by eating those hottttt specialties.
I'll have eternal memories of us in other countries.
I'll let my parentals go on, bragging me to behave myself.
I'll make my mother love you like pooh bear loves honey.
I'll love you with all my heart, soul and body.

aminutetolick @ 2008-03-17T19:35:00

2008-03-17T11:55:46Z

I've been burning brain cells everyday. So up to date, I (still) hate school, the website I love to visit is now currently locked and I still love Chris as much as I love my fingers. Oh damn, I just realized that I haven't updated in like 3 months, how nice.

So, picture barf.

So, in Jan, Chris went from Asian(fusion) to like a really hot brown-head.

Attended Sam's chalet and we were like the only gay couple who took one whole bed to ourselves.
And being the pig-ass I am, I slept.

Next day, I cooked a meal for her. I still remember it was like a tofu-infested meal.
That dish was like egg, chicken ham and TOFU. It tasted good. We ran to the toilet immediately, :)

I baked Macadamia nuts cookies with white chocolates (omgomgomg) for her on Valentine's :)
Oh, it was around this time where I screwed my hair and had funky hair. Fuck you, J.

She gave me 11pretty roses for Valentine's which I carried everywhere and we watched PS, I love you (which she cheekily told me she found two tickets on the floor that night she went to find Liwei on 13Feb. Oh! She blindfolded me with my headband too. Nice.)
And we had SUSHI, omg. Perfect. Kaninabe!

This is 4th month! :D She stayed over my place, we booked tix for the 1March with my brother to watch 'Water Horse'. He brought his seriously chaoahlian-and-guailan face date that me and chris kept doing barfing noises after the movie.

Guess why? Nothing beneath the shirt yaw. Oh, drink the peppermint choc bomb thingy from G.J.
Jy, make it for me next time! It tastes nicer when you made it :)

Ohyah, on our 3rd month, we watched The Mist. I was so, intimidated. Seriously. We promised that we shan't watch anymore gruesome horror flicks on our monthsaries.

I'm a happy chicko.
I love you horny bitch.

aminutetolick @ 2008-01-13T18:54:00

2008-01-13T10:59:21Z

I'm so lucky getting you.
For having you all to my own and you're so understanding, so smart, so gorgeous.

I never received perfection.
Now I gotta start taking lessons from a perfectionista to compromise with you.
Then, you tell me "I love you for who you are"

Melted my heart, silly.

We've (lately) been sharing more tears than laughter. How moments can change so drastically in a minute time. I want you to hold me even if I pull away from you, I want to hold you when you're crying. I want to be the only one to wipe your tears and drape a kiss to bring a smile on your beautiful face.

I love you.

aminutetolick @ 2008-01-01T21:38:00

2008-01-01T13:47:18Z

New Year Resolutions:
1) Buck up on studies
2) Giving her all my best in this r/s :):):)
3) Stop being so fucking bitchy

I feel so unthinkable right now. Probably it's because she isn't right by my side. Y'know, the inability to actually function right? It wears me down more that school is starting tomorrow. My art teacher (who is by far the bitchiest male t'cher) is actually (FUCK) my form teacher and I've cleverly only done 9 very, very ugly sketches.

Wanna lock myself in my room and spend the whole day with her in bed, watching movies and laughing and sleeping.
Sounds perfect, yes?

Hello stranger, you've traumatize me with your radiance. You've brought a sense of inspiration through my veins that sprung into me whenever. Stranger, you've been the best thing that happened to me in 2007. We still got a long way to go.
Love, xoxo.

Stay-At-Home-Day

2007-12-20T01:29:11Z

It's raining like cows and bulls. You should have felt the wind before the rain, Cold.
Scratch that, it's Damn cold.

Yesterday was a very, very, very bizzare day. Went to D's house with Rina, left at around 3plus. Community centre. Tampines. Saw Sally&William. People who I've not met for a super (Did i mention duper?) long time. Ok, was quite uhm, amusing. Somehow.

Escape tomorrow with Bf&Her girl, My girl and prolly Peckhoon(?)

P/s: After going to some wake a couple days back, Mom called me and told me that she's gonna start giving me weekly allowances and let me manage me own money. Ohmygod.

She gave me fifty yesterday, I'm intending to save 40 :)

You free your mind in your androgyny

2007-12-18T05:07:23Z

No sweeter a taste that you could find
Than fruit hanging ripe upon the vine
There's never been an oyster so divine
A river deep that never runs dry

The toilet scene is fuck hot.

You seem to have that certain smile :)

2007-12-17T13:26:29Z

I'm in a LJ blogging mode :)

-D's always suffering cause of Ass(hole), he's also beginning to get on my nerves. Jerk.
-I fucking fucking fucking miss (S)jy!!!
-I miss my babe. A whole big lot! ): ): ):

You shine me the brightest smiles that make my day.
The calming words you raise to my ears plus the heartwarming hugs are pills to being lovesick.
&You have non-existent breasts.
Love you many, silly. XOXOXOXOXOXO!

Nicole&Chris is a goddamn good chemical reaction.

Bored. Boring. Bore.

2007-12-17T12:35:19Z

30 secrets About Yourself.
Be honest no matter what.

[One] Who was your last text from?
Baby :)

[Two] Where was your default picture
taken?
At Nicky's chalet, B took it. Darn candid shot.

[Three ] What's your FULL name?
Nicole Chong Jiayun.

[Four ] Your current status?
Very much attached :D

[ Five ] What is your current mood?
Need.To.See.Baby.Every.Single.Millisecond mood.

[Six ] How old are you?
Fifteen. Fuck, y'know what! I can't wait to be 16, seriously.

[Seven] If you could go back in time and change something, would you?
No. If i were to change something, I wouldn't be the Nicole I am right now. I'd be something else, better or worst. I prefer what I've right now :D

[Eight] What's your favorite color/s?
Black. I'm too dull to have colours in my life.

[Nine] Ever had a near death experience?
Yeah. I am kinda dumb in crossing roads yaw.

[Ten] Something you do a lot?
Kissing. For now. HAHAHAHA.

[Eleven] Who can you tell ANYTHING to?
Rina& The light of my life.

[Twelve] Name someone with the same birthday as you.
Uh. I forgot?

[Thirteen] If you could have one super power what would it be?
Mind reading powers. How cool is that? B)

[Fourteen] What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Prolly hair. Hair is crucial.

[Fifteen] Favorite season?
Sun and Rain only in Clean&Green singapore yo.

[Sixteen] Do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows?
Yes, I am veryveryvery much in ♥ with 'em!

[Seventeen] What are you eating or drinking at the moment?
Nothing.

[Eighteen] What language do you speak?
English& Chinese.

[Nineteen] Describe your life in one word.
Gay.

[Twenty] Do you have any tattoos?
Thank god, no.

[Twenty- one] Who was the last person you hung out with?
My babylove :D

[Twenty-two] What are you thinking about right now?
Thinking of her :) I miss her ):

[Twenty-three] What should you be doing?
Finding articles for English. Fuck.

[Twenty-four] Who was the last person that made you upset?
Heh :)

[Twenty-five] What are you listening to?
You're my better half - Keith Urban. I HEART COUNTRY SONGS, so shove off.

[Twenty -six ] Do you like working in the yard?
Uhm, no?

[Twenty-seven] Who is with you?
Beside? No one but chairs.

[Twenty- eight] Do you act different around the person you like?
Well, everybody gets nervous. When I'm nervous, I laugh. Alot.

[Twenty-nine] What is your natural hair color?
Black. I am a goddamn pure asian.

[ Thirty] Last time you were really happy?
Have been happy for the past 1 month and 17 days :D:D:D

I shake my little toosh on the catwalk

2007-12-17T01:24:00Z

Yesterday, me and Baby went to Marina Square and we watched Alvin and The Chipmunks, omg. Just.Watch.It. They're soooooo cute, especially Theodore! :):):) Now I feel like watching it again! Hahahaha, they're chao cute lah!

After movie, we went down to Cine to find Liwei and headed to Pastamania to have dinner :) Then 36 with babylove for home.

Even though y'all have bung talks that consist of talking about your girlfriends while I'm in the toilet, I still love y'all many! Liwei, quit thinking k. When the time is right, it'll just come naturally ;)

First christmas spending with Babe. Fucking egg-cited.
xoxo.

P/S: Van, please take care of yourself in Tokyo and Hokkaido :D Imy.

.

2007-12-11T15:00:59Z

Omg, Livejournal is killing me softly. No matter how hard I try to change the skin, it still screws up! ):
Somebody, help? IM me online :D

I know you're my destiny, We can't erase what was meant to be.

2007-12-04T03:32:25Z

Baby said the Sony Ericsson W580i isn't good and now I want the W910i for christmas.
Hello Santa, hint-hint yo :)

I look forward for the beginning of every month. Through thick&thin and being more than friends :D Actually I've (already) received the best present for this year and (prolly) for the rest of the manymany years to come. It was packaged with Terms&conditions but imprinted in bold: To love.

Lucky me, I do.

I'm gonna show you clearly
I can rock your world
You're gonna know for sure
That I should be your girl

I hear a voice in my mind, I know her face by heart.

2007-11-19T03:34:57Z

You have stolen my heart.

Triple dates and Laughing gas = The best medicine to misery.
Cyber. Milk. Making out :):):)

Lady boss haven't text me the schedule. Might get desperate and start pulling hair. Might.

I twist my fate, Just to feel you.

2007-11-19T03:10:16Z

Cause I miss you,
Whenever you're not around.
When I kiss you
I still get butterflies years from now
I'll make every second count when I'm with you.

xoxo to Girlfriend :)

A perfect circle on the dusty wood

2007-11-13T16:52:39Z

I can't wait for the first of every month :)

The first time my eyes met yours, I knew everything was falling into place.
We still have a million and one things we've yet to do and I want to do it all with you.

This is gonna bring me clarity,
This'll take the heart right out of me.
She is everything I need that I never knew I wanted,
She is everything I want that I never knew I needed.

We've gotta live love and try to make it last

2007-11-11T14:31:46Z

She's the sun that makes the rainbow
She's the blue sky when it's cloudy in my mind
She's the thunder, she's the lightning
She's the weather that keeps blowing throughout time

"There is someone so beautiful in your eyes, now there is no place for me"

Time gotta be kidding me.
I spent a whole week with lover :) A week of laughing at typical butches, frowning at misunderstandings, no-limits in looking into your eyes and not to forget meeting early and leaving late reluctantly. How am I gonna live next week without daily meeting her?

I miss how your eyes seem to shine a little more brighter in the night :)

My girlfriend so hot. She sizzles.

The two best butches in the world,

2007-11-08T15:53:56Z

Best friend and Girlfriend :):):)

I wanna tell everyone that you've been the greatest thing that happened to me :D
Lovelove!!!

I'm caught in a trap of my own

2007-11-05T06:04:59Z

Blogging on Lj makes me feel uptight.

I haven't been able to tell her how much I love her but I hope she'd understand that I'm not perfect with words.
:) Btw, You've really been amazing.
♥

Another reason why Facebook amuses me :)

I know we ain't got much to say,
Before I let you get away,
Uh, be my girl. Be my girl.
Are you gonna be my girl?

Love. Loved. Loving.

2007-10-30T04:33:21Z

CHRIS UMEA JUNIOR says:
u're everything i see in my dreams
CHRIS UMEA JUNIOR says:
n i wan my dreams to cum true
CHRIS UMEA JUNIOR says:
(:

After the big parade, when all the limelight fades
I'll be the one to kiss your eyes

Everything you are, Is everything to me.

2007-10-28T08:58:55Z

It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts, In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me

My media player have been playing the same songs (just that it's on shuffle mode), it's raining and I'm getting really goddamn bored :( I can't wait for 6th, 7th and 13th November :) :) :)
Request: Can MTV just show-cast Super Sweet16 the whole entire day?

"Cause you've won my heart & you've make me the happiest person in the whole universe ever so far."
You're just so amazing too (hint: Digression on so)
I miss my babe.

I'm so happy that I wouldn't mind hearing sappy songs till night comes :)

"If on my judgement day, at the gates of Heaven, I don't get through, I won't be disappointed because I was in Heaven every day spent with you."
- Stacy L. Allen

P/s: Wahlau, I hate lightning&thunder! &&&, SuperSweetSixteen is on now :):):) LATER